Archive for 20. January 2009

Not Getting Any Better

Sarah is having seizures all day long now. We are hoping to hear from her doctors tomorrow or Wednesday. We are guessing that she will be back in the hospital within the next couple of days. This turn of events is an enormous let down. After she made it through such a crazy surgery we truly believed that we would never see another seizure from her again. I almost feel like it was all for not. The seizures are lasting longer than the ones she used to have and they are causing her to gag or vomit. I am so frustrated right now that I am having a difficult time talking or even writing about what is going on. I don’t mean to come off like a jerk. I am just in a bad place right now. I have been sitting in the house next to Sarah watching her have seizure after seizure the last four days. I hate that this is coming out like self pity. I am just worn down mentally. It feels like I am drowning.

Enough pity party for me. I will keep everyone updated as much as possible. Please continue to pray for Sarah. She doesn’t deserve any of what is happening to her. She doesn’t complain.

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